This is what I'm going to call my Breakdown of the 21st century. I was thinking about it and how there is a lot of meaningless music that people listen to for no reason. A lot of dead people/people getting shot at. People being ignorant and buying/selling drugs for reasons unknown to other people including themselves.
There are also the meaningless "reality" t.v. shows that we watch for our personal entertainment like, The hills-is it scripted or real?, or I love New York 1&2 Flavor of Love Rock Of Love Daisy Of Love The T.O. show and soon to be coming on to your television screen(probably) Megan wants a Millionaire. Why do we watch them who knows but they always get viewers. I'm Not saying I don't like "reality" shows but they are starting to annoy me I'd rather watch a cartoon.
There are also empty promises made from the government{no offense to President Obama because he's trying to deliver} There are the wars that have nothing to do with Americans that we are in I understand we are trying to get 3rd world Countries to have the same type or at least some kind of the "freedom" we have.
There are the Jails that are overflowing with kids and adults who shouldn't actually be there and other's who should.The adoption agencies with a whole lot of kids and it makes me feel bad because I have a home. There are the hobo's and bums. People who shouldn't be a hobo or a bum but they are because they choose to be.
There are a lot more problems but I really can't discuss them all. If you look around the U.S. wouldn't be the same and neither would any other Place without them. I once was reading a book "The Giver" and if our world was like that it would suck and everything would be gray and there wouldn't be any twins because the people in the book thought that no one should look the same and, you couldn't break any of the rules because you would be killed by injection, they also had these women that would get pregnant and that was their jobs. But anyway the world just wouldn't be the same if there wasn't so many problems.
That's My breakdown of the 21st Century
Friday, July 24, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
To Whom It May Concern
I've thought about it and thought you should know a little more about me..... I am going to tell you about me in poem form because I like to write poems. It's called To Whom It May Concern.... So here it goes ...
To whom it may concern, My heart is not made of stone and I've never really had a place I wanted to call home.
To whom it may concern, I don't take most things lightly and when I try to make a joke people tend to fight me.
To whom it may concern, There are a thousand ways to die but someone give me one reason to live.
To whom it may concern, I may commit suicide one day and no one may care but hey this is one thing youwill not say, "I knew that girl and we were best friends we were so tight I knew her like the back of my hand." because in actuality if you do say that you'll be a liar and if you do I hope you go to hell and burn in fire.
To whom it may concern, I wrote this poem at a time I was distraught it helped me clear my head more than I had thought.
To whom it may concern, My mother picks her favorites even though it isn't right when they do something wrong it's supposedly alright but when I do something wrong I get kicked out of the house that night.
To whom it may concern, I've been stabbed in the so many times I don't feel it anymore Ill never let you close because you might hurt me once more.
To whom it may concern, I've always hated that girl in the mirror she mocks me she's what I should be but I can't be cause you won't let me.
To whom it may concern, My story doesn't have that fairy tale ending only loss and hurt and pain never ending.
To whom it may concern, I used to be normal I used to have friends you know the ones I thought would be with me in the end, but one thing i do see, one thing you might see is that To Whom It May Concern is not all about me.
So think To Whom It May Concern who does it really concern and one more thing tell me when it will be MY turn.
To whom it may Concern.
To whom it may concern, My heart is not made of stone and I've never really had a place I wanted to call home.
To whom it may concern, I don't take most things lightly and when I try to make a joke people tend to fight me.
To whom it may concern, There are a thousand ways to die but someone give me one reason to live.
To whom it may concern, I may commit suicide one day and no one may care but hey this is one thing youwill not say, "I knew that girl and we were best friends we were so tight I knew her like the back of my hand." because in actuality if you do say that you'll be a liar and if you do I hope you go to hell and burn in fire.
To whom it may concern, I wrote this poem at a time I was distraught it helped me clear my head more than I had thought.
To whom it may concern, My mother picks her favorites even though it isn't right when they do something wrong it's supposedly alright but when I do something wrong I get kicked out of the house that night.
To whom it may concern, I've been stabbed in the so many times I don't feel it anymore Ill never let you close because you might hurt me once more.
To whom it may concern, I've always hated that girl in the mirror she mocks me she's what I should be but I can't be cause you won't let me.
To whom it may concern, My story doesn't have that fairy tale ending only loss and hurt and pain never ending.
To whom it may concern, I used to be normal I used to have friends you know the ones I thought would be with me in the end, but one thing i do see, one thing you might see is that To Whom It May Concern is not all about me.
So think To Whom It May Concern who does it really concern and one more thing tell me when it will be MY turn.
To whom it may Concern.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Okay I really need to get this off my chest
Okay I must say that this stuff about Michael Jackson is getting on my last nerves. People said that he was a child molester all while he was alive now that he's dead they want to act like they're his biggest fans. The Media even started in on his kids lives like they aren't already hard enough now that their dad is dead and he really loved his kids. I mean how is it that one day the man is the worlds biggest child molester and the next he's the greatest man in the world? I was on this website the other day and this girl had asked that if everyone forgot that he was accused of being a child molester? I told her that accused being the operative word doesn't really mean anything and I asked her that if she forgot that he was a great humanitarian that he did all this charity and people just want to talk about the bad things that he was accused of. I don't see why they can't let the man just die in peace, imean sure he made some mistakes but tell me what human doesn't? I just needed to get this off my chest because stuff like this just pisses me off.....
Weird Dreams
Ok First off I want to thank Everyone for the comments that you have been leaving they are helpful-ish... Anyway last night I had a dream. Usually I don't sleep there fore I don't dream. I think I have a mild case of insomnia but anyways, I was on a ship that's how I knew it was a dream I don't go on ships because I don't like water anyway I was on a ship and it was pitch black I couldn't see anything I hate not being able to see... I started to move around and I walked to far and fell off but there wasn't any water only grass. I looked up and the sky was pink I walked into what I thought was my house and I turned a corner then another and another and it kept going on like that for hours Then I woke up But I didn't actually "Wake Up" It was another dream I was being chased by a red and black cown he wouldn't leave me alone he just kept chasing me in circles... then when I finally woke up for real I had only been sleep for half an hour..... Does anyone know what this could actually mean because I'm confused.....
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
I think I'm addicted
I think that I am addicted to signing up for stuff random stuff like websutes and contest I know I won't win. Seriously I think there's something wrong with me, there has to be. Are their meetings for people addicted to the internet??? I think I might need a psychatrist or something because the other day I signed up for this website that I didn't even know exsisted. Would someone please tell me I'm sane or I might go Insane
Screaming in the Night
I woke up in the middle of the night screaming. I have always believed that life sucks then you die always. I'm afraid that if I die alone no one will miss me or that no one would care, that i would rot in my grave. Most people are afraid of spiders or snakes but me I'm afraid of dying alone. I don't have many friends because i push people away so they can't stab me in the back. I'm not so much afraid of death as i am of dying and having not done anything it sucks being me because I always feel like the world is gonna fall down on me. I'm not old or anything but I worry about the dumbest things I guess.
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