I wish I was dead. this is not a figure of speech I really wish I was dead. no one would miss me to everyone I'm hust the person who messes up at everything, the one who will never be good enough, the one who will amount to nothing so I wish I was deadbecausee no one loves me and I'm always looking for approval. to the world I am dead.
People would miss you if you were dead. I have wished death on myself soooo many times and even attempted suicide and I will tell you that the mood you are in will pass. It is only temporary just like everything in life. If you truly feel you are a threat to yourself please protect yourself by checking yourself into a hospital where you can receive the treatment you desperately need.
ReplyDeleteAnd the only one's approval you should really be looking for is your own. If you wait around for someone else to approve and give you validation then you are always going to end up hurt. Love yourself first and others will respect and LOVE you for it!!
Be strong and don't give up. You are here for reasons unknown just like the rest of us, but you will get through this. Don't throw away your life! You are worth living!
I wanted to just say I totally understand the thought, nt your situation, just wanting to die, well I dont want to die, that part might suck, but to be dead. Im not sure if it's proper to remark about "Just Me" But I was put in a hospital a few months ago when I was preparing to die. I didnt atempt it, If someone intends to do that and fail, they totally suck, unless they really didnt want to die in the first place.
ReplyDeleteI am curious tho. Will you tell me why in more detail why you want to? Or was your post just a way to to vent.